I
used to ask myself the question, - 'Am I afraid to die? If I should drop down
dead in my room, can I say that I should joyfully close my eyes?' Well, it
often happened happened that I could not honestly say so. Is used to feel that death would be a very
solemn thing. 'Ah, then!' I said, 'I
have never believed in Christ, for if I had put my trust in the Lord Jesus, I
should not be afraid to die, but I should be quite confident.' I do not doubt that many a person is saying,
'I cannot follow Christ, because I am afraid to die; I cannot believe that
Jesus Christ will save me, because the thought of death makes me tremble.' Ah,
poor soul, there are many of God's blessed ones, who through fear of death have
been much of their lifetime subject to bondage!
...I know that, when he gets more grace he will rejoice at the thought
of death; but I do know that there are many quite safe, who will die rejoicing
in Christ, who now, in the prospect of death, feel afraid of it. My aged grandfather once preached a sermon
which I have not yet forgotten. He was
preaching from the text, 'The God of all grace,' and he somewhat interested the
assembly, after describing the different kinds of grace that God gave, by
saying at the end of each period, 'But there is one kind of grace that you do
not want.' After each part of his theme,
there came the like sentence, 'But there is one kind of grace you do not
want.' And then he wound up by saying,
'You don't want dying grace in living moments, but you shall have dying grace
when you need it. When you are in the
condition to require it, you shall have grace enough if you put your trust in
Christ.' In a party of friends, we were
discussing the question whether, if the days of martyrdom should come, we were
prepared to be burned. I said, 'I must
frankly tell you that, speaking as I feel to-day, I am not prepared to be
burned; but I do believe that, if there were a stake at Smithfield, and I knew
that I was to be burned there at one o'clock, I should have grace enough to be
burned there when one o'clock came.'
C. H.
Spurgeon
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